"Pin... My dance bestie! when i first know her, it was weird cos i didn't have a good impression of her cos of her friend, J. haha. but cos she lives near me, the bond we shared grew n grew. she's the one tt gave me the more "girly" Alicia as i didn't have alot of girl friends but more guy friends. she was the one tt made me see the light in life. i love you PIN!"

this was written by alicia in march and i only just read it. but time doesn't weather away the sincerity! (or does it?) i'm touched! i love you too ali :D
we've drifted apart, i know. i'm so selfish and childish at times, traits that i got for having such a pampered childhood. selfish because i don't like sharing my loved ones with other people, like their world should revolved around me and me alone. hahaha. please don't be quick to think bad of me, we all have our own principles which we live by. childish because i get upset over the stupidest things. like how a 5 year old will cry if his ice cream falls on the floor. i don't know why i thought of ice cream. must be because of working in hd.


*divert*
omg, speaking of hd, i can't stand T!! sure she's nice ONLY to her favourite staff and she's alright ONLY outside work. pressure getting to you during work? that's no reason for you to shout. be firm and strict but not rude, thank you.
you must think its me being bratty and spoilt. maybe. i am. but who likes being shouted at in front of 8385939256 people? take it somewhere else in private la, do you derive pleasure from humiliating your staff?
i don't need to be BFF with you but i think it'd be more comfortable to keep a certain level of respect. earn it, not demand it.

k divert back.
i'm so sad okay. i feel like i've drifted far far apart from npds and alicia after i withdrew from np and especially after i quit formation. because one, now i only go back to school on tues for samba and two, i don't really attend npds outings anymore. other commitments. its so hard to choose. and the royal family is almost extinct! :(

dear alicia,
(kpoh people, i can tell you to *&%!$# off but its human nature to be kpoh so read LOR.)
its a bit hard to talk to you sometimes cos your attention span is very short and we are always in a very distractive environment. so here goes.
first i'm so sorry for not spending enough time with you. i only recently realised that we've never had our own time together such as shopping and whatsoever. i guess thats why you're closer to mel in certain ways cos she's been there for you in areas that i'm not. i'm thankful that we still have work together, although you're very serious at work and i'm not. not really. haha. finally taking your supervisor duty seriously! i'm so sorry that you have to take the blame from T when i do wrong! i know, i'm so irresponsible! forgive me.
sometimes i feel like you're not really there for me as a friend. am i wrong? i guess there's the not-spending-enough-time-together factor. maybe i'm seeing things from a one-sided perspective. if so, then enlighten me. talk to me!
at times, i'll feel so catty i'd feel like lashing out at you but then you'll suddenly smile at me and i'll think, oh its all okay i'm being too sensitive. but then you'd sort of ignore me again and the cycle repeats.
please don't think bad of me after you read this! i treasure our friendship and i want to make it work. i want it to be like last time. better than last time!
oh and don't worry, i know you can make it in the work place. so what if you are short?? tall does not equals to success. so what if height is not one of your assets?? you have a great smile, which you'll need to greet and charm you future clients. you have a warm and friendly personality which will get your future clients to trust in you and then they'll recommend you to other people and you'll have more clients and you'll soon become so filthy rich you'll thank me for uncovering your assets, which were always there just that you didn't realize you have it, and you'll credit me in your namecard or something and you have to treat me to sushi when we extract time from your busy and high flying schedule to meet. haha just kidding. but my point stays true, you CAN be the greatest economist of all times. the greatest economist/banker/accountant/business woman of all times, alicia poon shu yi!! if your passion is banking then don't be afraid to pursue it, passion is the secret to success right? :)
love, pin.

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